the little dorkett's journal

So, I work for Hardee's again. It is only temporary until I find a job with Health Insurance...which I need to find no later than December cuz then I am off my mother's.

I turned 23 last Friday. I was a cute day. I was a little sad though, just because I am sometimes sad around my birthday. Adam, Kristina, and Dan were true players. They kept me entertained while we were dressed up in formal outfits in eville. I didn't know that my girls were as revealing as they were...but at least they looked good. teehee...

I am getting less stress as the week goes on...This is a bonus cuz I have been so stress about unemployment, my court hearing, life in general that my body isn't responding to it well.

I miss my boyfriend terribly that is in New York until Saturday night. I am trying to keep myself busy. Which with all the cleaning that I neglected over the last few months...shouldn't been too hard to fill up time. Plus before my sugar booger left, he bought two karaoke games from the net...so I am getting my singing on.

I hope everyone is doing ok.

comment me!!

Well, I didn't get the Family Video job.

*sobs*

It's ok. I mananged to make it through the second interview, but dang my math is a little rusty these days. This whole, "need to find a job" thing is stressing me out so much that my hair is starting to fall out. :S

Funny story about what happened at Sharon and Eric's wedding reception last Saturday....long story short, I nearly opened a can of whomp butt on a drunken hick....


Anyways, Happy Birthday to MEEEEE!!!






eh....

Played 6 hours today on Karaoke Revolution American Idol Encore...so many great songs!

Went to Eville this week to sell some plasma. This is an interesting story...

Adam, Courtney Scheirmann, and I went down to sell some plasma. We had to go through a series of tests before they drain all our plasma. After sitting in the waiting room for an hour, Adam and I got called in the interview room separately. This room, they weigh you to see how much plasma you can give. They check your blood pressure, temperature, iron and protein intake. Courtney didn't get past this step cuz she had a piercing within the last 12 months. So she had to go back into the waiting room (which kinda smells like bo).

After that room we had to sit in the waiting room until it was the physical exam time. This is where they ask you about your tattoo/piercing history, health, and sex history. They check our reflects, blood pressure, heartbeat, lungs, and gallbladder ( i think). Adam and I both made it through this step.

The next step was the huge room where everyone was being drained of their blood. It was so cold. They forgot about me and by the time they got to me, I had goosebumps. now, I always had tiny veins but I figured that since I was really cold my veins were even more tiny. So they had two nurses look for veins on my arms and neither one could find one so they deferred me. Not until they paid me first for my time which we were there for nearly four hours. It was gross watching the blood come out of Adam and the separate bottle that contained his plasma....

I spent my money on a Victoria secret bra!!!

I had an interview with Family Video today. Gots a second one tomorrow!!!

I am feeling very unappreciated at the moment.

Windy Knoll Winery, Raspberry Wine = true love!!!

I am selling a gray older version DS ( not Ds Lite) in good condition including Nintendogs (Dachshund and Friends),Pac Pix, Animal Crossing, and Metroid Prime Hunters, plus charger for $50.00. Price is negotiable. If interested, give me a call or text.

Well, that job didn't last long.






Adam and I wrote a pros and cons list...guess which one won. I have the sweetest bf ever. None can compete. plus he is a rad dancer.

I got a job. Lets see how long this lasts.

So, I met the owner of MOJO Screenprinting today. I dropped off my resume. He was the one who bought out JTS. He asked me if I did designing. I dabbed a bit in the software in college. Hopefully, he will hire me.

*crosses fingers*

Happy Birthday, Sir James!!!!

So in case if you haven't heard the news, I have been dating the best boyfriend any girl could ever want for over a month now.

And I lost my job yesterday. But practically everyone knows that now. It wasn't mine to tell.

One word: JBOO

So today has been a wonderful day. I read my horoscope for today last night because I like to think about stuff like that from time to time, and i just figure that I would get into another fight with Carla... Lord, was I wrong...

My Friday started like any other typical Friday. I was scheduled to work noon-close. I tossed and I turned until around nine this morning when I decided to take a shower. I layed there in my bed just thinking until 9:30 when I decided to finally take a shower. As I was climbing out of bed, my phone rang.

I looked at it as it ranged and decided not to answer until after my shower when I recognized the number. I just figured that Carla called in again...and I certainly wasn't going in to work any earlier today.

I let Belle outside to pee and poop. Then I climbed into the shower. I just combed the conditioner in my hair when my mom started knocking on the door and asked me how much longer it would be...I really couldn't understand her about hey it is a shower...

I told her just wait five more minutes.

As I opened the bathroom door, my mom handed me the phone and told me that Screen Printing Plus called and that it is urgent to call them back as soon as possible. So I dial the number especting them asking me to come in early.

It rang...

Rang again...

Carla picked up. She told me that they were worried about me because SPP was robbed last night. And that I need to be there yesterday because Nona needed to call the cops and wanted to get my side of the story.

My first thought was, "Are you serious?!" then came, "Oh, crap. Now they are going to try to blame me and fire me!"

Carla started to nit pick on the routine of closing, and I told her that she locked the last customer, I locked the GM's door and set the alarm. How the heck did he get in?

What had happened is this. Someone, who had known the place, snuck in when Sharon came in around 3am. She turned unlocked and locked the front door and turned off the alarm.
Someone jimmied the GM's door open and went to the front counter and stole change and stole the safe.

When all was finished they decided to lock Sharon in the press room.

So between the last time Sharon went to the bathroom and when the artist came in at 7:30am, this all happened.

So I jumped into a pair of jeans, tossed a shirt on and slipped into some flip flops and put my wet hair up and drove there as soon as I heard the message.

Did I mentioned that in a 30 minute period Carla called me 19 times and only left one voice mail after that?

So I got there. I told them that I locked the doors, set the alarm, and made sure that the door behind me was closed.

After that Nona asked Carla if I needed to come in early. But then glanced at my appearance and decided that I wasn't dressed for work. So I went home, thinking that this is ridiculous.


I went back in at noon, only to discover two police officers dusting for finger prints. Apparently, within an hour period they decided on a suspect. A person I used to go to college with and work with over the summer. I seriously don't think that he did this but then the officers asked me some questions about him.

Long story short:

By the end of the day, Nona told me that she was told that I had recently hung out with him at his house. Which is a complete lie, I haven't hung out at his house since I was in college. The last time we hung out was at the JTS swimming party over the summer. I had just recently ran into him at VU when I went to find a new job. We talked about where he works now, Hannah, and SPP.

I was hurt when Nona kept telling Hannah to not to worry that she is going to make sure that her name doesn't get brought up because she used to date him. HE IS MY FRIEND!!!! you really think that I want him to know who had to talk to the police about him?!
Favoritism.

I could type more but I lost motivation to keep talking. Ask any questions if you wish.

I just knew that they would eventually would try to come up with a theory that this is my fault.

One little compliment can make you feel great. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. Once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind you how great you are.

Comments are screened as per meme "rules" although I disagree with the way they were worded.

Well, a lot has happened since I last updated.

A few weeks ago, I got to spend lots of time with this one boy. I haven't had the butterflies in my tummy like I did with this guy since I was a freshmen in High school. At first I thought that I was only going to be a fling, which I was ok with. I mean, I am dead set on not doing anything that would ruin my reputation. And I made it completely clear where I stood and crap. So when he went back to North Carolina (with my scarf), I accepted that that was it. But then out of the blue he started messaging me. I sometimes hate having hope.

So I have been trying to get more involved with this whole dating thing. And I believe that this guy I met that has my scarf could possibly be a douchebag. I met a guy at lori and shawn's wedding. I think he might be a douchebag too. But hey at least i gave it a shot.

Went on a date last night. It was definitly one of the best dates that I have been on. Only, there wasn't any romance chemistry going on. Which is fine. That's how it goes. But Brad seems to be taking it pretty hard. He was the one that even brought it up and started talking about it. I mean, I am not going to lie.

I just wish that I go like a guy that isn't a douchebag. Why am I retarded and only like guys that the relationship would be doomed or they would treat me like crap?

I have an idea why. Maybe it has to do with what happened to me as a kid...or a couple of years ago. Thanks....Now I have a hard time trusting men in a romantic way. It is just so much easier for guys to fall into the friendzone.

So now I am feeling awful that Brad is taking it really hard. And it is making me feel down right depressed.

He even deleted one of his accounts.... :(

NOt like typing this matters. No one reads it, and if they do, they dont comment back to give me some feedback.

Well, Hopefully I will get drunk next weekend and just not have a care in the world. Dancing, Singing, and Drinking makes me happy. Although I haven't done that since Zack left. :C


P.s. I finally hooked up the internet to my computer in my room.

So I am extremely bummed today. *sigh* I don't really know why. Hopefully, I will get distracted today and it would all be history.

* ps i love you
* john Winchester
* being a woman
* hardees water
* twisted sister
* God

* Church
* Three hours of sleep from an amazing night...too much fun indeed
* Mikah.
* Zack
* Gum
* Leftovers from Christmas dinner.
* Boys
* Realizing the truth.

* Not working with Carla
* Finally being slow at work
* Hanging out with the crew at James'
* Hanging out with the crew at Willies'
* Finally seeing Carleen and Kaywah!!!
* Fallout Boy

* The new Brad Pitt movie
* Getting the day off for Christmas
* Sleeping in until 9:30 a.m.
* Not working at Hardee's. They are open 24/7 and twice I drove by there, and they were swamped.
* Santa bought me underwear, a robe, and a hoodie.
* Knowing that no matter how alone I feel, God is always there when boys are jerks. Plus the few great friends help too.